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11 July 2009 @ 05:45 pm
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Dreams come to me in times when I least expect it. But when it comes... the methods, features and deliverance, never fail to keep me on my toes and seem to always leave my thoughts full...


July 9, 2009

I dreamed last night.

I was looking at a mirror, talking to my sister about my hair being too thin. She was trying to help me with it (growing, or making it look a tad thicker or something XD), and I wasn't entirely sure how she could but when she tied my hair up in a tight but... uh, fashionably disarrayed bun, I saw in the mirror that I was going bald. @_@ It made me panic, and I was  close to tears-- touching the bald part worriedly, while my sister explained that it wouldn't grow easily because of some microorganisms working their really bad miracles in there... >_>

Now, in real life, I would've contested that fact because I think there's no such thing as THAT; but I was in dream world, and I don't control whatever goes in there so... the "me" in dream world agreed with her intellectualization. XD

Anyway, scene changes after that, and the juicy part happens here.

I was suddenly in a... ball-- a dance party in fancy formal wear ( I think I was wearing a ruby red attire... which is weird, because I don't like red dresses XD) with all the lights and works, and I was dancing with a guy. Then, I suddenly left him-- I literally ran-- troubled of the fact that I'm bald and that he probably would end up leaving me anyway when he discovers it so I fled and left him totally clueless. He was actually... um, a bit loud of that fact, asking why but somehow, I knew he left the dance floor to mingle with others on the side after a while.

The scene shifted again, and it did so several times; each with different dress colors and different males-- there were four of them, if my memory isn't failing me, but the end of each transition were, more or less, the same. They were with me in the middle of the dance floor, and I leave each time. The only difference between each scene were their reactions and the duration.

The second guy's scene was the shortest. I just up and left him, clueless as the first; without pimp and pomp and any emotion. I was wearing a sapphire blue formal dress. XD

Now, the last two guys were something else...

The third guy... I didn't ACTUALLY leave. I think I might've told him what's wrong in the middle of the dance and when he found out about it he touched my hand with his big tanned one (he was wearing a gray suit with white lining, and on his finger was a ring... a diamond ring, I think. XD which is really REALLY weird. XD) and said that I was right. It probably wouldn't have worked out because of our differences. Ouch. XD But, somehow, that sequence felt like the me in the dream probably saw it coming already and that "I" took the fall anyway despite the impending doom-- like a test or something... but still, ouch. XD I'm not sure about the color of my dress here, but I think it's emerald green and I was also wearing it on the last dream sequence.

The last one-- he was wearing a handsome tux-- incredibly, felt like... it's missing some parts in the end. We were in the middle of the dance. I was with him and we were talking to each other, and he was asking me what was wrong. I fled instead, leaving him asking why in a hushed tone-- it's as if he's asking his self this question instead of me... and then a girl in elaborate emerald dress (same as mine, I think? XD) stepped in (I'm not sure if it's my sister or someone else) and told him what was wrong...

"She's going bald." The bitch said. XD

The guy had that quiet "oh..." on his face, when I left him in the middle of the dance floor; looking all sad, hurt, wondering... and even pondering, but he appeared to be not confused as the first and second guys were. His reaction carried some definitive weight and a certain air of un-finality (can I say that? XD) that had me thinking, upon awakening, that he was someone and something... different-- special, if I may dare say so.

Did he run after me?

He appeared like he's thinking it, but I can't say for sure. The dream ends with him, staring at the direction where I took of with those emotions I mentioned painted all over his blurry face...

His face was blurry in a sense that whenever I try to focus on his features, it becomes totally blurry and impossible to remember. He's fair-skinned and about a full feet taller than I am (I stand only parallel to his chest XD), with a neatly cut and shiny black hair.

*Shakes fists in air* Cursed dream FILTER!!! D:<

And then I wake up with my mom pulling my leg and shouting, "WAKE UP."

*Shakes fists in air again* XD

XD

~ Tenten


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Tintin
03 June 2009 @ 12:30 am
Not Again. *squint*  
Life has its own cruel way of getting back at me. Like that time when I said I wouldn't pick Pickles over Apples... :(

( Bitterness over Sweetness is a choice that is rarely contested by most people... but... )




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Tintin
31 May 2009 @ 11:18 pm
Not feeling very well. Ugh.  
Vital Signs:

Temp: 38.8'C
PR: 80 bpm
RR: 18 cpm
BP: 110/80

Patient History:
Patient A, a 22 years old female, was complaining of severe headache after staying up all night again, cracking jokes with a friend over at Y!M. At 0800h, patient claimed to have been rudely awakened from deep slumber by her jackass-of-a-brother, who was shouting profanities at the computer because, apparently, his ass was getting pawned by some character in a game called RF Online. After hitting said brother with a pillow, she stood up-- cranky, and gave up trying to sleep in for breakfast. The weather was cold and damp that morning, and while she was having breakfast, she suddenly realized that her parents didn't wake her up when she expected them to drag her sorry ass downstairs at around 7:00am. But they didn't. Patient A shrugged and ate breakfast idly, taking note that she was still shivering despite the fact that she was wearing thick clothes beneath an extra thick bathrobe with her towel all-wrapped up on her body. She decided to delay taking a bath then.

Twelve hours prior to LJ Blogging, Patient A went down for a warm bath, hoping that it would make her feel better. Upon reaching the last flight of stairs, patient claims to suddenly have felt queasiness and thought of warm tea to soothe herself. Before Patient A could even reach the kitchen, she decided to have a little detour towards the bathroom... and throw up. After which, she went out of the bathroom and sat on a chair; her surroundings visibly reeled as she struggled to pull herself up towards the living room and plop on the sofa. Patient A claimed to have stayed there for a while, and asked their housekeeper to bring her warm tea.

Warm tea made her sweat out the heat, and she instantly knew she was coming down with a fever. Before it got worse, Patient A rushed to the bathroom, took her warm bath, dried her hair, dressed herself up... and plopped on her bed to sleep once more.

At 3pm, Patient A woke up with stuffy nose and chills. Her brother was back again in her room and turned the damn airconditioning unit on. A pillow full-swing + pressure combo later, he was out. Patient A opened her iTunes and set it on her easy-listening playlist, before struggling to get the thermometer out of her CHN bag. Temperature was 38.8'C. Patient A took meds and decided to sleep, but couldn't because of her stuffy nose. She tried sitting up in front of her laptop but found unable to do so without feeling the need to throw-up. Patient claimed that the monitor's strain on her eyes was unbearable for the mean time, so she decided to check a few things hastily.

At 7pm, she took dinner and greeted her parents who had just arrived. At 7:30pm she went upstairs and tried to finish the blog, to no avail because she felt like she wanted to do something else.

At 2:05am, she's still awake, wondering if SOMEONE misses her, and decided against bothering this SOMEONE until this SOMEONE chooses to bother her. XD

Oh well. Hahahahaha. No, this is NOT how we do it in actual Patient History. I'm just fooling around. XD

Anyway, gah. I'm really cold. I need to sleep now before this darn illness gets the best of me. Fever's down to 37.8'C and hopefully it continues until I'm fully normalized. >_<

Ugh, I hate fever and colds.

Someone please come over and give me a hug~ XD




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Tintin
26 May 2009 @ 12:16 am
Smile, as reflected in four seasons  
Before the fall, comes summer-- sunny paths and warmth, breathing against my neck. It's as if I'd feel your breath from when you were behind me, whispering. Then I open my eyes and see cold winter, after the fall, and realize that you were never there to begin with. Winter will not last long, I know, but the pain will always be there-- throughout the course of all four seasons... even if spring comes and promises something else...

A new beginning. A new fall... and the cycle repeats itself.

1010'1215

*~*~*~*

I get hurt. I smile.

The herald of doom has come, taking with him the harbinger of death (figuratively, of course), and yet for some reason... I still smile for effin's sake.

Trauma. It haunts me. Maybe I just got used to the fact that I'm never gonna get the things (or... *cough* anything) that I want. >_< It's like I've been created only to become instrumental to other people's goals-- a stepping stone of some sort that you could just leave on one side, for others to find and use again. Short of a reminder that I don't own my life at all... and even if I DID get something that I want, it's all for someone else's good. Hahaha.

It sucks. But I have to admit, that line of thinking is kind of amusing in a twisted way. XD

But, then again, I'm amused by a lot of things... even if said things could hurt me.
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Tintin
21 May 2009 @ 11:26 pm
Weirdness, extreme.  

You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

Randomness, extreme. That too.

*dusts*
*cough,cough,cough*

It's been some time since I last posted in LJ... and, honestly, I don't know what I should freakin' write. I suddenly remembered I had an account here-- conceived before I discovered the sinful power leveling obsessions that corrupt most MMORPG players-- and I just HAD to write something or the world would end.

XD

Weirdness, extreme. The title is a give-away. Don't say I didn't warn you.

Hm. So, okay. Lemme have a bit of quick recap on how my life has been faring so far.
  • I've graduated college for over a year now.
  • It's almost one year since I passed the June 2008 NLE.
  • I'm caught up in a whirlwind of employment events... and finding myself ultra-desperate to get accepted before July.
  • Most unfortunately, the process doesn't work like that, and I'd have to cry buckets upon buckets of blood just to get through the starting phase of the employment thingy
  • The above statement is already saying SOMETHING because I haven't even started in the acceptance phase.
  • Geez. I told myself to go take a running jump, and that's what I'm doing.
  • and I think I'm going blindfolded, to boot. Just to add a bit of... excitement.
  • I'm 10x more sarcastic than I've ever been, in my entire existence.
  • And I ain't joking.
But what I find amusing about this whole situation is... despite all these troubles, I'm actually finding myself... a bit more... older. Not old-old-old... just... changed. Transformed, physically and... well, something else. I'm not sure if it's emotional, but it has something to do with... wisdom, perhaps? Dunno. That part is still kind of blurry, but it's there.

There are moments when I look at the mirror and see nothing but the same person that I see every damn day since sixth grade... and then just a couple of days back, I saw two familiar faces walking down the streets of Makati, at Chino Roces. Two faces-- one was a good friend, and the other, an acquaintance-- which made me wonder how much I've changed since high school as well. I saw they've changed, but something about them is still the same. Maybe I'll find out when I get to talk to them again. It was too late to do anything at that time since I was in the middle of traffic, and they just happened to pass by.

But I wondered what their reactions would be.

It just made me think. I was a toughie back then-- both in appearance and attiude; some even speculated that I was a tomboy, which I find really funny because while there is some grain of truth in there, it's not COMPLETELY right. I am aware of my tendencies, but in my heart of hearts, I am fully aware that I am still a girl-- a girl who wishes to be seen and treated like one, at that.

I mean, throughout the course of my whole high school life, why on earth would I pine over the same guy since 2nd year?

... and I can't believe I'm saying this right now. *chuckles* I don't know. Maybe I'm just amused at the fact that I've grown more comfortable into admitting that Nikoy was someone special to me back then. Now, though, it's just something trivial. Like old history or something. Hahaha. XD

Amusing. XD

I wish I could write something with more substance in this once in a blue moon spur of the moment composition in LJ, but I can't. I don't know what to write. I just want to babble about things from the past, and I know I'm beginning to sound like someone's grandfather who loves to talk about his expeditions and experiences in World War II or the Vietnam war. Don't get me wrong, I love listening to my old man at times. My dad loves to talk about his time in the academy, and... well, nothing really beats the fact that you'll realize they're very much like what you and your friends were in college.

Escapades. Mishaps. Problems. All of them. The only diffrence was the date, and the place, and the people that made every experience possible and memorable.

... What was I talking about again? XD

I'm crazy. I should stop before I rant about bunnies and their plans for world domination.

I'll write when I've got something concrete brewing in.

Ciao~



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Tintin
18 September 2008 @ 05:22 pm
The Lamenting Aria of the Bored & Unemployed  
If I had wondered why Neji was being such a whiny-ass in the past (his tendency to render lamenting & seemingly pointless arias about woes and sorrows)-- and if he were a real person-- then I guess I owe him an apology now. But I did find his monologues cute/adorable/funny. I mean, how often do you find a THIRTEEN-year-old kid lamenting about stuff like that in an -almost- ridiculously matured level?

Shinobi-verse aside, I could assure you, when I was thirteen the most that I could lament about were mathematical fractions and stingy parents. I was first year in high school, I think. But who knows? I mean, we're talking about Hyuuga Neji the genius anyway... and for that, here's my apology. Hehehe.

Um, anyway...

Figuratively, I tripped and fell on something really, really bad... and I was --am-- going ballistic. Actually, at this moment, I'm really, really nervous and unsettled and all the crappy feeling that went along with the "nervous with anticipation" or whatever the hell you want to call it-- yeah, I'm like that right now. I got so worked-up about this... um, stuff that it even looked like my mom felt the black clouds looming over me while I was lying -belly-flat- in their room.

I was actually surprised when she didn't press the issue further, and then when she went up my room to check her email, she only said that it was okay. She told me that I didn't need to be depressed about it... and you know what? That's exactly the kind of comfort that I needed at this moment of time.

I mean, I'm still depressed and I could still feel something at the pit of my stomach because there's still this chance that things could go from worse to worst. It's Thursday today, and the fact of the matter will only be resolved by Monday or Tuesday. I'm vouching for Tuesday though, but I really would want to know as soon as possible for all of these things to end.

*sighs*

As of now, God only knows how am I ever going to reclaim my confidence now after all these have come to pass. I only needed a "yes" or "no" to find out if I would make it but nooo~o, I have to wait until the week ends-- meaning, 4 to 5 more days of nerve-wrecking anxiousness. Then, after this hell-hole, I'll be in another hell-hole. A bigger one.

How am I going to get past all these?!
 
 
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Tintin
10 August 2008 @ 10:21 pm
this is what happens when i'm under the terrible spell of "writer's block"...  

I'm currently suffering from an awful case of writer's block.

Yeah, I know, some people say there's no such thing and I'm just probably lazy but... it's the kind of block that throws you in a fit of discontent and frustration-- and I HATE the feeling of frustration. Have you ever experienced something like you write as you always do but you get frustrated because you don't like how it always turn out? Then, it pisses you and you realize that you can't write anymore and the only thing left to do is pray to the heavens; wishing, with all your might, that the Higher Power will have an ounce of mercy and will somehow decide to bring your wind back.

It's awful, I'm telling you.

It also doesn't help to remember that I still have to wait a couple of months more before I get a proper job. The license, damn it. I need the license but life here isn't THAT easy so I have to grit my teeth, clench my jaw, and squeeze every juice of patience that I have with me because I really HAVE to wait.

Hm? No, I'm still happy because I passed the NLE. I maybe bitching about this right now, but in all honesty, I expected this kind of frustration from the start. It's just my type A personality kicking in. I'm a bit impatient when it comes to things that I know I have to do-- and I'm also someone who doesn't stop at just getting it so... you can only imagine how restless I am now.


Hm... I think I did my stint here already. Time to go! ^__^

~Tin

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01 August 2008 @ 03:14 pm
La Dee Daa~a! I passed the June 2008 Nursing licensure exam!!!  

Okay, so it's two weeks outdated, but who cares?! (... or, rather, I don't care!!!) I'm a registered nurse by profession-- one among the 27,000+ who passed.

Currently unemployed, but in a month's time, the situation will be remedied. ^__^

August will be a bit of a busy month for me starting on the fifth because I'll have to process my ratings certification, transcripts and all. The processing of license will start on the day of the oath taking but according to my sister, it can be delayed for about a week... if I don't exactly relish the thought of being stranded amidst a sea of people in very, very long lines. @__@

I don't mind. Really. I've been through worse things in life. How bad could that be? Then again, I'm not one to speak. ^__^

My university retained its previous rank in the so-called "best performing nursing schools" in the country. The dean was elated because, admit or not, she had probably braced herself for the worst. Instead, the batch managed 2 top notchers (6th and 10th) and got a respectable percentage of passers with considerations to the 550+ board exams first takers. It was the biggest number of first takers in the college's history and it wasn't bad at all. Although... I couldn't say the same thing for those who didn't make it because you know... I would be if I'm in their shoes.

For that, it was announced that the testimonial dinner/ victory party will be held at the Manila Hotel on the 18th of August, 2008. FOR FREE. Big thing to say for a school who never runs out of excuses to empty our pockets. I guess the administration is just really, really happy.

Well, now that I have enough time to think of it, I shouldn't be surprised.

The college of pharmacy's summa cum laude (AKA mamaw-girl) bagged top 1 with a rating of a mind-reeling 93% in their board exams...

The college of dentistry bagged 1st place (not to mention, they dominated the top 10) in their board exams...

In the social worker's board exams, they were the only one who got a perfect score of 9/9...

... and then comes the college of nursing...

2008 has been a very fruitful year for the pink university, indeed. I'm happy for everyone who passed because I know from experience that it has been a very well-earned victory.

The NLE passers will have their oath taking on the 19th and 20th at the SMX Convention, in SM Mall of Asia... because, you know, due to the volume of people, the traditional PICC venue couldn't accomodate everyone. Hehehehe.

I'm just happy that my formal education is done and over. Finally. After 16 years!!! =P

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Tintin
13 May 2008 @ 02:07 pm
Aieeehh... [part 2]  

I just thought I'd write something before I study. Just study. Not "study some more", because I hadn't really opened any of my notes.

Okay, so I'm lying. I studied a bit previously [and I'm attending review classes], but compared to the hell-hole that my sister immersed herself into when she was still studying for her Medical Board Exams, I feel like my efforts barely brushed the dust on her fingertips... and it's making me feel bad.

Really, really bad.

Did you ever feel like you wanted something so bad but you just couldn't push yourself to the limits to do something to get it? I'm like that right now. I know I could do it, but I just couldn't force myself to do it. So, right now, I'm still conditioning my brain to work on its wheels. After all, I only have 18 days to go before... *gulp*... *begins to manifest signs of shock*.

Aieeh...

It's not that I don't want to admit my stress level; it's just that I can't feel it under normal circumstances, but when I start to think about it, I can feel a sudden increase of uric acid around my joints. My muscles start to feel a bit stiff and I can feel something heavy in my chest, although I'm pretty sure my heart's not thudding. It's just beating harder, not faster.

Okay, so I'm stressed out but I just can't get over that fact. Maybe my body just got used to feeling stressed, it just suddenly went numb. But I do know I'm stressed.

This is delaying tactics. I'll stop ranting now, and get on to studying. =)

Pray for me, please.

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Tintin
07 May 2008 @ 11:21 am
Ahehe... I fell asleep on my previous entry... *sweatdrop*  

Other than that, I'm wondering... why aren't there enough La Corda d'Oro Primo Passo fictions?!?

Anyway, like I said before I'm getting ready for my board exams and right now I'm just on the brink of a severe anxiety attack. 

Uh, well, not exactly since I'm still pretty laid-back but that could be my defense mechanism. You know... suppression. It's a conscious attempt to forget what's been happening in your life and everything. But the term "board exams" is like the evil marshes of hell itself... I'm currently wading my way towards it and it's not like I have much option. I can't exactly back down since this will be the determinant of my future; plus, I'm not really someone who backs down on things-- major or minor, I face it like an adult (well, I can't exactly say "face it like a man", can I?).

I feel like a slab of meat inside a pressure cooker. Wooh. Too much heat and pressure.

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Tintin
01 May 2008 @ 11:52 pm
Aieeehh...  
Hmm... I graduated on April 9, 2008. So now, I got a BSN attached to my name. Big deal. That title doesn't hold any meaning without the license so before I celebrate, I'd have to kill myself by studying for the board exams.

This is not good. I'm actually in a frenzy and I'm not sure what I should do.
 
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Tintin
23 February 2008 @ 11:13 pm
I'm an open book  

Melancholy becomes me sometimes, and this is probably the reason why I always seem to accuse myself of having a [slight] bipolar mood disorder. It's either that, or you can blame my female hormones.

It's just that time of the month again. =)

If I was bothered by a temp of 39.1'C last week, then fate decided that I would be bothered by an awful case of menstrual cramps afterwards. I am thankful, however, that the irritating fever is gone. It's the first time -ever- that I actually wished to get well from an illness now, as in NOW, because I know for a fact that I wouldn't get some peaceful rest even if it kills me. Of course, they'll let me go home to take some rest but I'm sure as hell, HELL would follow.

But it's past now, so everything's fine and dandy. So, this week, fate decided to bother me with that !%$#^&^!!! NCM 105 case study. The whole group is in a state of calamity because of it, but we made efforts to simplify the problem. I just think that it's kind of silly to fight over something that will just probably end up in a trash bin; then if it's lucky enough, it'll be regarded as a worthy recyclable material after how-many-days. =) Haha. Frustrating, but amusingly real.

I am so getting out of college after a month. I mean, I'm not very excited when I get around the fact that I have to work, but the thought of getting your own ounce of independence is like getting rid of an invisible pair of heavy shackles that's been binding you for nearly all of your life. Don't get me wrong. I appreciate being "shackled" in dependence to my parents... it's just that, I'm already 21 years old and, even if I am still not financially stable, I could say with confidence that I could now try standing on my own feet. I guess I could try to think of ways to prove to them that their efforts didn't go to waste-- I could prove to them that I'm "this" person.

Hell, I could decide to enter med school after a few years (say, 26 to 28 years old. It's a bit late but, I get the feeling that the decision I'll make will be worth the wait); and I'm pretty sure my parents wouldn't bother me with my decision as long as I could support myself.

In short, I just think it's too much. I want to experience the feeling of being able to support yourself for even just a little

I'd still be living under their roof, and the least that I could do is to stop being such a burden after 21 years of existing. I'm only crossing my fingers for the best. =)

toodles~!

~tin

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Tintin
12 January 2008 @ 10:17 pm
"Blank stares at blank pages-- no easy way to say it..."  

I just noticed, ever since December came, my life had nothing but a crap-full of drama. And, personally, I think it's bull and that really sucked. I just want a normal life but Someone seemed to think that normalcy wasn't created to shadow me around for even a nano-second.

( More... )


~Tin

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Tintin
26 December 2007 @ 12:55 pm
NejiTen ~ Festival Music  

All We Are
One Republic

I tried to paint you a picture, the colors were all wrong
Black and white didn't fit you, and all along
You were shaded with patience, your strokes of everything
That I need just to make it and I believe

That I could tear you apart but it won't break
Anything that you are... you are...

Well, we'll say our goodbyes you know it's better that way
We won't break, we won't die; it's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are is everything that's right
All we need, all we need; our love is at a bind...

I walked a minute on your shoe; they never would've fit
I figured there's something to lose, I need to get
some perspective on these words before I write them down
You're an island and my ship is running ground

And I could tear you apart but it won't break
anything that we are... we are...

Well, we'll say our goodbyes you know it's better that way
We won't break we won't die, it's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are is everything that's right...
All we need all we need, our love is at a bind

Every single day that I could breathe
You change my philosophy
I'm never gonna let you pass me by

So don't say your goodbyes you know it's better that way
We won't break, we won't die it's just a moment of change...

Ooh, ooh...

So don't say your goodbyes, you know it's better that way
We won't break, we won't die; it's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are is everything that's right
All we need, all we need our love is at a bind...
Yeah... ooh, ooh...

So don't say our goodbyes, you know it's better that way
We won't break, we won't die... (fade)

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Tintin
15 December 2007 @ 02:56 am
12-15-07: Welcome to my 21st Birthday BLOG!!  

I've got to be kidding myself.

Yesterday, I told a few friends at the chaplain's office that I am turning twenty-one... and, that, I am already 21 years single in the status quo. I'm neither proud, nor bitter of that fact... it's just that, seriously, it has never been my priority [or, is that my compensatory mechanism rearing its ugly head?]

Happy 21st Birthday to meeee~e!

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Tintin
30 October 2007 @ 10:30 pm
OMG! I'm in love with Fai!  
I'm not sure why but that lanky blonde guy that I saw during the first few volumes of Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles suddenly morphed into a "darker" & "mysterious" person that had an appealing effect on me. Maybe because of the eye-patch? Yep. He seemed to gain something more actually, and I like the Fai right now because he seems to be more defined and developed as a character-- not like I didn't adore his antics before. It's just... different when he shows what he's capable of and, cripes, he's the one who lost a great deal of things in the current arcs. I feel like he needs a hug and more love~! *squeals*

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Tintin
29 October 2007 @ 01:02 am
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Woooh. Lookie here. =) I soooo like Fai.








Which TSUBASA RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE character are you?




You are Fai D. Flowright. A bit of an introvert, you tend to stray away from public places; however, when you're around friends, you open up and prove to be a very witty and conversational person.Others are drawn to you by your charismatic weirdness; yet, you don't always appreciate such attention. There's more to you than others can see- perhaps, too much for comfort.
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What Fai-kun needs right now is a BIG warm hug and all the love that he can handle. Squee! I'm officially a fangirl! 
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Tintin
21 October 2007 @ 11:23 am
Oh dear... so I'm not as evil as I thought I was. =D  

I got this thing from

[info]emeraude_jadeand, I HAD to smirk at a sudden realization.

I'm too nice. Which is, sort of, a good thing because now I know that I'm nice but not in the stupid sort of sense. After all, super kind people normally don't survive that long. 

 

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Very Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test 

Hmm... Nearly at the Malebolge for fraud, malice and... whatever. Still, I've been nice so I ended up in the Purgatory. Hehehehe. Hopefully, this happens in real life. =)



Greed:Medium
 
Gluttony:Very Low
 
Wrath:Low
 
Sloth:Low
 
Envy:Medium
 
Lust:Very Low
 
Pride:Medium
 


Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz 

Ooh... Greed. =) And I thought I'd top on Pride but it was close. Hehehe. Well, I am a bit greedy with certain things. =)
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Tintin
18 September 2007 @ 09:37 pm
flight of ideas  
Eh, well... I'm back. I just thought that I owe this blog an explanation for missing out on all the actions. I'm just lurking around but I didn't get enough free time to log in and type something. The reason behind this busy-ness is because I've been slotted in hospital duty for the entire month. If I wasn't in on a ward duty, I'd be in a special area duty for my case completion. It's a sort of requirement before we're all allowed to take the board examinations, which would happen this June, 2008. I'm already getting the jitters and it's still first semester for cripe's sake!

Speaking of which, since we are already nearing the end of first sem of my fourth year in college, oral revalida's here again and I can't seem to figure out how the hell would I cram all those stuff in my head without forgetting a microdrop of information? See, every microdrop of detail in the oral revalida matters because if you forget something then you're done-for.

Another ground breaking news: My sister passed the medical board exams last August. I'm so proud of her! Hey ugly! You're a licensed doctor now! Hahaha. Congratulations! (She'll probably strangle me for repeating it again. hehe)

What else? Hmm...

Yeah, that should be it. Pray for me, guys (for the oral revalida, final exams... quizzes... =) and especially, the board exams even though there's still plenty of time). I need all the morale (and spiritual?) support that you can lend me because I am feeling the pressure already. It's hard to live up to other's expectations, especially when you know that your sister just passed the medical board exams previously and you also know that you HAVE to pass the nursing board exams. It's hard living with someone like here, eh? But I'm ok. I know I can do it.

Well, that's it. I only intend to drop a couple of words anyway. =) Peace1
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Tintin
04 August 2007 @ 01:30 pm
A thousand miles journey begins with one step.  

Be proud of me. I was able to face him and talk to him with a straight face without looking like a complete idiot.

Well, first of all, I want everyone to know that I started this blog when I was on my first year in college and, thank God, look at me now. I'm on my fourth year already. **is excited**

 

~x~

Tenten

 

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